If My 愛してる Doesn't Exist...I Will Rather Extinct .
Date : Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Time : 10:40 PM
Title : Was it me or was it you?


You are now angry is not because I don't trust you again.
Because you tried to court my friend and was found out by me.
You are the one who betrayed me.
If it wasn't my friend told me, do you plan to hide it from me until you ORD then leave me alone and you move on with your new girlfriend(Note : that 'new girlfriend' wouldn't be my friend)
You could have told me that you talked to my friend but you choose to keep me in the dark, what is exactly the relationship we're going on ? Puppy love?
You expect me to pretend like nothing had happened and continue such absurd relationship with you so that you can continue to plan for your ORD life with flirting with another girl and kept me in the dark again?
So this 1 year plus of relationship is like just an imaginary relationship, you trying toy with my feeling or what? why should I be fooled by you?
Because I am not as pretty as all of facebook female friends?
I am not slim compared to those facebook female friends?
I don't know how to whine just like how they whine to you?
Compare to all your sisters, I am considered dumb?
TELL ME !!
You are one of my reason that I studied hard so that your family wouldn't look down on me.
I try not say vulgarities in front of them so that they won't think I am a "Ah Lian"
You say wan alternate week meeting because your mom wouldn't be happy if we go out every week , I agreed
I wear decently in front of your family even those clothes are not something I will wear.
I learn to doll myself more so that you will love me more
I tell my mom all the good things about you so that she will have a good impression of you

But what you done ?
When I was crying on the phone telling you that I was bullied in school. Instead of telling that person off, You lecture me.
When I was sick, you don't even give a damn.
When I was angry, You don't give a damn either
You will always blame me whenever I throw temper on you but you don even know the reason I behaved like that.
You don't love me for who I am, instead you ask me to change my appearance
I don even know how to get on with you



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